Recovering Meth

Oct 07 2022 49

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A 17 year addiction with alcohol and meth, finally came an end, August 26, 2019. Homelessness. Defeated, broken and hopeless. Add congestive heart failure from the drugs I had consumed is enough to admit I had hit rock bottom. I had a profound spiritual awakening during that moment in a hospital room. I confessed and accepted everything I had done to myself, and to God. This is my journey of recovery, life, and my walk with God. I share my weaknesses, strengths, experiences, failures and triumphs as I navigate down this road. In hopes that you will relate and find inspiration, encouragement, and hope.

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Blessings In The Now - Ep. 206

Oct 07 2022 26 mins

From a trip to Chicago, to moving into a new house, to working on my physical fitness, life has been fast paced. With all that has been going on, it's easy to overlook the blessings each day carries. At times I get caught up in the past or lost in what the future may bring. This episode shares some ways I pull myself into the present. I don't want to miss out on the blessings each

What Closure In Recovery Looks Like - Ep. 205

Sep 20 2022 23 mins

The previous episode shared about recognizing the need for closure when it comes to several incomplete relationships that I have been consumed by, since the age of 12 years of old. Unknowingly, these have had a negative impact in my life, recovery and spiritual walk. Those chains had been broken when I found closure atop a mountain in prayer. As the burdens lifted, life again throw

Recognizing A Need For Closure - Ep. 204

Sep 07 2022 29 mins

Emotions are insanely powerful. They are frightening, uncomfortable, likeable and confusing. They are part of the human experience to say the least. How does one come to terms with them, especially while in recovery, and the waves are relentlessly hitting? This episode shares my experience of processing a season of heavy emotions. They aren't necessarily new, but the fact that I am

3:3 Moving Pieces - Ep. 203

Sep 01 2022 31 mins

Do you accept hardship as a pathway to peace? This past week has been a consuming wave of emotions. Joy, confusion, hurt, proud, worthy, unworthy, lonely, and the list goes on. A recent step out a relationship, 3 years clean and sober, and my actual birthday have revealed some dark emotions that reminded me of the significant people that have passed away in my life. This episode sh

A Season Of Changes - Ep. 202

Aug 23 2022 31 mins

Changes in life are inevitable. Planned or unplanned. Career changes lead to new responsibilities and new stressors. Relationships open up vulnerability. Quitting smoking, leads to a whirl wind of emotions. All these changes quickly sprung up during this season of my life. This episode shares about insecurities, vulnerabilities, stress, and the ways I am overcoming to acceptance. A

A Mother's Love - Ep. 201

Aug 12 2022 14 mins

The premiere episode of season 2, kicks off with an emotional release of anger, hate, and blame. Unknowingly, I've allowed those elements to consume me. To hold me back. It wasn't until a a conversation with a friend, where they posed the question, "has that 13 year old boy, fully forgiven your mother?" May seem selfish, but truthfully, I hid those feeling so far within myself. 19

A Quick Stroll - Ep. 029

Aug 02 2021 20 mins

Deaths from addiction are nothing but heartbreaking and unnecessary. Especially when help is readily available. Yet, they happen. This episode takes a stroll down 17th Ave and Colter to remind myself of some people I have meet during my active addiction. Regardless of what we may have been doing, they were/are good people that I have had in my life. Take a stroll with me and hear t

Relatable Experiences (feat. Jordan & Justin) - Ep. 028

Jul 26 2021 21 mins

Jordan and Justin join this episdoe of the podcast. Both on their own recovery journey and both share their experience, strength and hope. Jordan shares his very real and relatable background with addiction and how he is striving to become the best possible version of himself. Justin shares his troubled childhood and how that ultimately influenced his lifestyle of addiction. Both m

Self-Condemning - Ep. 027

Jul 19 2021 21 mins

Self-condemning is one thing that I still struggle with today. My actions, my thoughts, what I've said or didn't, are all very deceiving when it comes to fueling the shame and guilt that lead to my self-condemning. I find comfort in the phrase "progress not perfection". Most of all, I am a Child of God and I find strength and comfort in His word. Knowing that I am forgiven is supre

Love & Lust - Ep. 026

Jul 13 2021 18 mins

What sins are you holdiing on to that you need to let go of? Isn't it time you let yourself free but giving it over to God? This episode talks about "lust" and how it has been holding me back from the promises of being joyous and free that come along with recovery. If I ain't careful, it could consume me enough to fall back. So I chose to let it go and share my truth.